3.16.20

Well my work is now closed for the next 14 days, with pay thankfully. However they have yet to specify what pay that will be since everyone works different hours, I’m anxious and scared for my financial well being. But I’m finding some babysitting days with the family I usually sit for so I’m looking forward to that. I am thankful to be able to social distance and get away from all the people who were still shopping.  I feel safer being able to control who I interact with and knowing whether they’re healthy or not.

I’m hoping to find some good habits in these next two weeks as classes begin online.  I’m also hoping to pick up a new skill or hobby. Hopefully I’ll even get around to cleaning the whole house! I’ll be able to spend lots of time with my cat’s and give them all the snuggles. So there are some good things coming from this. 

Above all else I’m trying to maintain my mental health. I’m trying to not stress and trust in his plan. I’m a big worrier and now is not a time for me to worry all I can do is take care of myself and my loved ones. This will be a time for me to practice good mental health practices, another thing to look forward to. 

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